one day i will read all the books i want to read and i will spin all the cds i want to spin
and on that day i will clean my room, and chuck out the artworks i did when i was six and the (for some reason still filed) posters of celebrities i shudder to think i used to like
and i will buy a new phone, like one that isn't possessed by a lesser devil
i will dust
and i will paint my nails
and i will call up old friends and discover long-lost relatives, i will sip hot chocolate with them and pretend to be cultured
and then in the afternoon i will watch the thousands of movies i always meant to see, and i will go to the beach, and i will go out dancing, and i will guest star at a few gigs
(a jazz trio here, a rock band there)
i will protest about poverty, i will destroy my bank account by sponsoring a hundred kids
but mostly
i will tell strangers and loved ones and enemies and acquaintances about jesus.